Un-niversary

Today is my anniversary, or as I now call it un-niversary. I haven't been on Facebook for almost a week and a half. The memories for Valentine's Day and today were too much for me to fathom. But I have been thinking about these memories and I've decided they are part of who I am. Yes, I'd like to get them to stop popping up, yes, it hurts my heart a lot of the time, but these memories were fun times, happy times, filled with many good friends. It isn't my fault that "he" doesn't see what we truly had. That is his loss. I will clean up my FB albums, when I am ready, but for today, bring it on. I am a strong women, who loved fiercely, with her whole heart. I put everything into my marriage. It is unfortunate that "he" couldn't see that, or didn't want to, I'm not sure. I know that I was his biggest cheerleader. I know that I gave it my all. These memories are good & happy, these are part of who I am. I will embrace that not erase it. 

I am a warrior and, as one of my dear friends is always reminding me, I am awesome!

😘 See you on Facebook!